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3rd week of Badminton competition...and I still haven't won any games. I dun know why my coach put me in state lvl anyway...I'm waaaaaaaaaaay amateur than any1 else playing...but tonite's match was good...almost there...almost...
Abit dissapointed in myself...but if that's the fact...then I shall train harder...muahaha...
Ignore those...juz muttering to myself...I'm an emo kid...hardcore emo kid
All the while...I've been doing things coz I HAD to....it's a MUST to do this and that...
but for the freaking 21 yrs of my life...finally I see the light (better late than never)...this time...I WANTed to do something for myself without being asked of...I wanted to get good marks...I wanna beat the top seeders for baddy...and more importantly I wanna change my attitude towards life...
My dad once said "If u wanted to BE something big, then start by forging ur attitude"...that's the source of inspiration...
and prolly from Russel Peters as well "Be a man...do the right thing....be a man"..haha...he's a nutcase comedian...
I hope I'm up to it for this semester..my last sem for my degree course...4 subjects+1 honours project+ phD research+ underwater robot design could turn my last 5 months into living hell...
Hoho..time to buckle up n tackle them 1 by 1...and hopefully I won't graduate in pieces...xD
24 hours is really not enough for me...how I wish I dun have to sleep... o.O ...
This time shortage affects my relationship as well...I really appreaciate my gf...she's really understanding...
and for that....I prawmeese I won't be cheeky k??
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hopefully..1 day...I'll do something big...